Overcoming An Eating Disorder With Katerina Berglas
CW // eating disorders. Please note, this blog contains information you may find triggering.
It is estimated that 1.25 million people in the UK alone suffer from an eating disorder - many in secret. However, insufficient research could mean the actual number is a lot higher.
Eating disorders are a serious mental illness affecting people of all ages, genders, ethnicities and backgrounds. People with eating disorders use disordered eating behaviour as a coping mechanism for difficult situations and feelings. This behaviour can include limiting the amount of food they eat, eating very large quantities of food at once or getting rid of food eaten through unhealthy means, such as making themselves sick.
Eating disorders are often misunderstood and thought to be all about food itself rather than a combination of food and feelings. They are never the fault of the person experiencing it, and anyone who has an eating disorder deserves compassion, love and support.
It’s important to remember that everyone has a different relationship with food. For some, it is a source of comfort, indulgence or nutrition, while others can have a negative or even damaging relationship with food. That’s why it’s vital to never group people together or assume.
To understand more about eating disorders and the impact it can have on a person’s life, we caught up with Katerina Berglas.
Having spent a large part of her childhood watching her grandfather ski and compete at the Olympics, sport has always played an important part in Kat’s life. At just two-years-old, her father bought her her first pair of skis and it wasn’t before long that she realised she wanted to follow in her grandfather’s footsteps and be up there with some of the best.
However, at just 17-years-old, whilst living amidst the hustle and bustle of London, surrounded by fashion and couture, Kat started to develop an interest in modelling. But in an industry where body-shaming is rife and there is an immense amount of pressure to lose weight, it’s clear to see how modelling has had such a negative impact on Kat’s body-image. Keep on reading to discover more.
Kat begins by telling us what caused her to switch up her career from skiing to modelling.
“At the time, I wasn’t getting paid to ski and the numbers I was getting from modelling were pretty good. I was promised so many things within the industry, including trips to New York and shoots with Vogue, and I just thought to myself, ‘This is incredible!’, it truly felt like a dream come true.
“As a model, I was really eager to do catwalks. I’m pretty tall, however, I just never had that ‘typical’ physique. I’ve always had a very athletic build due to playing multiple sports growing up, so I had bigger legs and I’ve always been strong and muscular.
“When it came to modelling, I was surrounded by models who were eating normally, but stayed thin, and I found this incredibly hard. It was at this point, I turned to starving myself, drinking a lot of alcohol, smoking, drinking coffee among other things to the point where I’d go into work and they would say to me, ‘Keep doing what you’re doing, you’re looking great.’ But in reality, they had no idea what I was doing or putting myself through to get them to say I look ‘great’.”
For far too long, the fashion industry has been inundated with marginalised, stereotypical beauty ideals and whilst it’s encouraging to see the progress made over the years, there is still a large scale of mis- and underrepresentation.
Following multiple rejections from top modelling agencies, Katerina began questioning her self-worth. She said: “I would tell myself ‘You’re not what they’re looking for’ or ‘You’re not skinny enough,’” which led her to drastically lose weight.
Katerina became anorexic, as the fear of not being ‘good enough’ was quite literally eating away at her. “I didn’t feel like I was good enough to eat. In fact, my guilty pleasure became not eating,” she says.
Her diminishing relationship with food became so bad that Katerina was scared to eat. She would continuously starve herself, telling herself she needed to be ‘skinny’. But it was only a matter of time before she was hospitalised, just last year.
“I hit rock bottom,” she says.
“My entire body, especially my heart, was suffering and I didn’t even realise. I would walk for miles and would experience breathlessness and pains in my chest, so I ended up going to see my doctor.
“I went for an MRI scan and I remember the doctor called me via Zoom, due to Covid, and he asked me, ‘Are you sure you don’t want your parents with you?’”
Kat was overcome with confusion and anxiety and then the doctor broke the news that her heart was leaking. Determined to overcome this, Katerina began monitoring her heart, having weekly check-ins with her doctor to try and turn her health around. It had never occurred to her, having always been into sport and fitness, that her health would be a risk.
Now an IIN Health Coach and Nutritionist living in Marbella, Kat shares what changed her relationship with food.
“Two or three years ago, my mum cooked for me all of the time and she would always ask me, ‘What are you going to do when you’re older?’” She continues: “I’d always thought I’d just get a nanny because I didn’t even know how to cook eggs or anything like that and I had no desire for nutrition at all.”
However, it was her anorexia diagnosis that actually caused her love for food to blossom. “It made me realise how important food is. You can’t live without it and eating the correct things is super important.”
Talking about her job, she says: “As a health coach, helping people is the most rewarding thing, it’s truly the best thing you can do. I can now relate my own experience and remind people that if I can do it, they can do it.
“I believe food is even more important than someone’s relationship with friends because at the end of the day, you need food to fuel you and it also helps to boost your serotonin.”
Fast forward to 2022 and Katerina is continuing to rebuild her relationship with food with the support of her family and friends. She’s even managed to get back into skiing and has had the pleasure of spending some of her free time in Switzerland.
Her journey is without a doubt an inspiration to us all. It is the perfect reminder that you are strong, you are capable and you are enough.
If you’ve been affected by any of the issues mentioned or are concerned about someone else, it’s important to find the right support. You can contact your local GP or seek support from UK Charity, Beat here.
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That’s a question we don’t ask ourselves enough.
It’s quite normal for us to schedule an appointment with the dentist or doctor to check our oral and physical health, so why is it less common to check on our mental health?
So many factors are closely related to our mental health, which is why it’s important to address the small changes and approaches we can take to prioritise and care for our mental wellbeing.
According to research, one in five US adults experience a mental health problem of some kind each year, while in England, as many as one in four people experience the same issue.
That’s why, for Mental Health Awareness Week, we’ve created a quick and easy five-minute mental health check you can do every day, anywhere.
WHAT IS MENTAL HEALTH?
Mental health is how you feel in your mind and your mood. Just like your physical health, it depends on many factors, including your genetics, your environment, your circumstances, what you do to maintain it, and underlying physical or mental health conditions you may suffer from, and how they are treated.
This Mental Health Awareness Week, which runs from Monday 15th May to Sunday 21st May, addresses anxiety. Anxiety is an emotion we all experience, but sometimes it can get out of control and cause issues for our mental health.
In a survey of 3,000 adults, 34% said they experienced anxiety.
HOW TO LOOK AFTER YOUR MENTAL HEALTH
Here are just a few things you can ask yourself or do to ensure you’re doing what you can to protect your emotional wellness.
HAVE I DRANK ENOUGH WATER?
Keeping hydrated is key for both your physical and mental health. When you don’t drink enough water and start to become dehydrated, your body triggers warning signals that you’re in a ‘life-threatening’ situation and starts kicking up stress hormones, particularly cortisol. An increase in cortisol is connected to anxiety, depression and mood disorders.
Carry a bottle of water with you to keep your hydration levels topped up. If you’re someone who likes more structure, you can use alarms or trackers to remind you that drinking water is part of your self-care.
HAVE I EATEN THE RIGHT FOODS TO FUEL MY BODY?
Diet and lifestyle can have a profound effect on our mood and research reveals there’s a direct link between what we eat and how we feel.
There are plenty of foods and nutrients that can put a smile on your face and make you feel awesome. When we’re stressed, it’s tempting to reach for comfort foods like pizza and sugary snacks that give us a temporary ‘high’. However, these foods can soon leave you feeling exhausted, jittery or sluggish.
Food high in fibre, as well as fruit, veg, nuts and seeds are more beneficial to your mental health. Discover our very own nutritious mood-boosting recipes here.
DID I GET ENOUGH SLEEP?
Anyone who has struggled with sleep will know what a difference it makes to our bodies, minds and ability to function.
For many people, sleep is often the first thing that suffers when they’re struggling with their mental health. The CDC recommends adults get between seven and nine hours of sleep a day.
If you’re struggling with your sleep, there are a few simple changes you can make, including:
- Establish a bedtime routine;
- Avoid tech and caffeine before you go to sleep;
- Practice meditation/relaxation.
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GET OUTSIDE
Humans are hardwired to need time in nature, as we evolved to prefer environments where we had fresh water, sunlight, and nature because those provided us with the resources we needed to survive. But, nowadays, nature doesn’t just allow us to survive, it helps us to thrive.
Spending even small bursts of time outdoors can greatly benefit your mental wellbeing. A 2019 study found that spending just 20 minutes outside significantly lowered stress hormone levels.
MOVE YOUR BODY
Okay, so this one is our thing for sure. Keeping active has so many benefits, mentally and physically - from lifting weights to flowing yoga.
Regular movement throughout the day can boost your mood, reduce stress and refocus your mind.
Partner some fresh air with your movement to elevate the benefits - and kill two birds with one stone.
Explore our guided workouts and fitness tips here.
REACH OUT TO FRIENDS
Human connections actually boost feel-good neurotransmitters in your brain. The key is not how many friends you have, but to surround yourself with those whom you can be your most authentic self.
Be honest with yourself about how much time you need to spend with your friends to feel fulfilled, refreshed and empowered, and then make it happen - even if it’s just a catch-up dinner once a month, it makes a difference.
Meeting new people can be equally beneficial to your mental wellbeing, as studies have shown that connecting with strangers can help us feel happier and more connected with our communities.
WHAT AM I DOING TODAY THAT I CAN LOOK FORWARD TO?
Planning things to look forward to or that you enjoy doing can help us cope with difficult situations by increasing our sense of hope.
Whether it’s something as small as binge-watching your favourite TV series or something more extravagant like a weekend away with friends, factoring in time to do what you love will help you adopt a more positive outlook each day.
A huge part of prioritising your mental wellbeing is learning to understand and manage your feelings.
When we’re upset, we don’t always know why we’re feeling that way. It often helps to acknowledge our feelings without any judgement or telling ourselves we’re ‘weak’ for feeling the way we do.
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How To Start Running
The hardest part of running? Getting out the door.
Running is a great way to get fit and feel better, but sometimes, a lack of motivation - or even know-how - can catch you short.
Starting a new running habit needn’t be difficult - all you need is a good pair of running shoes and the willingness to move a little or a lot, all at your own pace.
To help put you one stride ahead, we’ve pulled together the very best running tips for beginners, so you can get off to a safe start and enjoy hitting the tarmac (or treadmill).
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THE BENEFITS OF RUNNING
If enjoyment alone isn’t enough to get you increasing your stride, perhaps the proven health benefits of running will?
Running is one of the most effective ways to increase daily activity, cardiovascular fitness and mental health. It also is widely accessible, as you don’t need any fancy equipment, it’s relatively inexpensive and you can do it just about anywhere.
Here are some of the other key health benefits of running:
- Promotes muscle development;
- Can help aid weight loss;
- Helps to relieve stress levels;
- Boosts the release of endorphins, sometimes called a ‘runner’s high’;
- Increases bone strength and joint health;
- Promotes better sleep;
- Increases lung capacity, metabolism and energy levels;
- Reduces cholesterol levels and risk of heart disease.
GETTING STARTED
Whether you’re new to running or getting back to it after a long break, it’s really important to ease yourself in and gradually build up to avoid injury. Here are some top tips to get your started on the right foot.
Now, we’re not saying you need to go out and buy a wardrobe full of expensive new running kit, but what we are saying is that staying equipped for the environment and surface you’ll be running on is non-negotiable.
Start by investing in a suitable pair of running shoes that fit comfortably and offer extra support, cushioning and grip for your runs.
When it comes to the clothing, well, that’s where we step in. Fusing form and functionality, our Pace Collection is designed for practicality - with soft, lightweight and breathable details - so you can run with ease and without distraction.
Take measured steps to keep your body safe and free from injury. Warming-up is an essential part of any workout, especially running. We recommend walking or doing an easy jog for five to 10 minutes before increasing your intensity. You may also benefit from warm-up exercises, such as dynamic stretches.
Be mindful of other safety advice, such as running against the flow of traffic and carrying your mobile with you at all times.
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Nothing can get you lost in the moment quite like blasting your beats as you pound the pavement.
We all have our own taste in music, which makes it all the more important to pick a playlist that’ll motivate you to power through, even when times get tough, with the wind against you and the heavens pouring.
If you need a little inspo, we’ve got plenty of tracks to keep you moving. Check out our Spotify here.
OUR TOP SIX RUNNING TIPS FOR BEGINNERS
Now that we’ve established the basics, you’re probably wondering exactly how to start running?
Here’s how…
If you’re totally new to running, chances are your motivation levels are pretty high. That being said, it’s as important as ever to pace yourself. This includes your running speed, intensity and training frequency.
Don’t be afraid to start off with a few fast paced walks each week to build up confidence, condition your muscles and create a positive habit you can stick to. Pacing yourself will allow you to continue progressing and reduce your risk of injury.
The likelihood of strains, repetitive stress and foot pain tends to be greater during your first few weeks of running as a beginner, or if you’re returning to running after a long break.
The Run-Walk Method is a great way for new runners to get started, helping to build endurance with less joint stress and is a manageable intensity level.
The method combines running with intervals of walking. Start by alternating one minute intervals of running with one minute of walking, and then gradually try to increase the time spent running. As you become more comfortable, reduce the time spent walking.
Check out our beginner’s running plan further down this page.
Never underestimate the power of rest.
It’s completely natural for your muscles to feel a little sorer than usual, but if you’re experiencing genuine pain or discomfort, it’s crucial you allow it time to rest and recover.
If you’re suffering from sore muscles, more likely than not, it’s DOMS - AKA delayed onset muscle soreness. This is the aching or stiffness you experience as a result of intense training, however, this should subside within 48 hours.
Avoiding exercise altogether can actually prolong DOMS, so consider lower intensity exercise, such as walking, mobility and slow jogging to increase blood flow and relieve your muscle fatigue.
Chances are, you already knew this, but if not, you’ll soon learn that eating well and staying hydrated can significantly influence your runs.
You lose water through sweat, whether cold or hot, so you need to drink before, during, and after your runs. You ideally want to drink 120 ml to 180 ml of water every 20 minutes, but pay attention to your thirst level and drink when you feel thirsty. During longer workouts (90 minutes or more), some of your fluid intake should include a sports drink to replace sodium and other minerals (electrolytes).
In terms of nutrition, it’s best to eat something light and high in carbohydrates but low in fat, protein and fibre. Aim to finish eating 90 to 120 minutes before you start running.
If you’re running for longer than 90 minutes, you’ll need to replace some of the energy you’re burning. A general rule of thumb is to consume 100 calories after an hour and another 100 calories every 45 minutes.
It’s easy to neglect other aspects of your fitness and strength when starting your running journey. Balancing your running sessions with other forms of resistance training and exercise will help to build muscular resilience, reducing your risk of injury and boosting performance.
Repeatedly hitting the road without building strength in the gym can not only lead to injury, but a performance plateau too. Be sure to balance out your training with strength-based exercises to work on muscular endurance, speed, power and potential imbalances - all of which will help with your running in the long run.
You can find plenty of guided workout routines and strength-building exercises, like our Back & Shoulder Workout, on our Fitness page.
Running is a natural movement, but that doesn’t mean you can’t improve aspects of your running form to improve your experience and efficiency.
First things first, keep your posture upright. Keep your head lifted, your back long and tall and shoulders level but relaxed. Maintain a neutral pelvis and ensure you’re not leaning forward or back at your waist.
Likewise, it’s important to monitor your footstrike - this is the way your foot hits the pavement. You might land on your heel, in the middle of your foot, or on your toes or forefoot. It’s recommended that you should try to land in the middle of your foot, and then roll through to the front of your toes. However, if you’re naturally a toe runner (land on your toes) or heel striker, it may be best not to change your stride.
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RUNNING PLAN FOR BEGINNERS
Without a clear idea of what you’re trying to achieve, and the steps you need to take to get there, you’re making the challenge much tougher than it needs to be.
That’s why we’ve put together the ultimate running plan for beginners.